My First Entry

I created this blog about 1 and 1/2wks ago. I have started to write my first entry many a times but couldn't bring myself to post it. I don't even know what to write. I should be writing in Skyla's blog and letting everyone know about her and what she has been doing and how well she is going, but she isn't here with us anymore. Its not fair. I just want her back. I shouldn't have to write about my life after Skyla. The last few weeks has been very hard since loosing our precious baby girl. We miss her so much. Not much has been happening in the last few weeks. All i do is sit on the computer and look at pictures and videos of my little girl. I cry everyday. Its just so hard. I think im obsessed with her blog and other CDH babies blogs. I get so upset seeing other CDH babies blogs that aren't doing so well and then hearing about baby Seth and Daniel passing away. It broke my heart knowing other parents are going through what we went through. On the other hand it is great to see other babies that are doing so well. It makes me smile.
Not much else has been happened over the last few weeks. Joe started a new job last week. He is doing night shift at the moment. Blake is back at school since the holidays are now over. He is playing rugby league on Saturdays and he trains every Tuesdays and Thursdays. He only has a few more weeks left i think. His team is doing really well. His team was lucky enough to get selected to play before the final State Of Origin Rugby League game at Telstra Stadium at Homebush. He did pretty good. They also got to be Guard of Honour before the game. Blake and all his team mates wore black arm bands in memory of his beautiful little sister. She would have been so proud of him. We were so proud of him.
We are still waiting on Skyla's autopsy results, hopefully i will find out today. The Dr is hopefully gonna call and let us know but we will also be going back in to the hospital so that they can go through everything with us. Its gonna be hard going back there but its something that we have to do. I will update that once we know what really happened and if the found anything else. Thankyou again for everyones love and support throughout Skyla's journey, it has meant so much to us all.

Kristy, Joe and Blake xoxo